Have you ever felt like you just don’t fit in? Maybe it was at school or – tragically – in your own family? Here’s the tough question – ever felt like you just don’t fit in with the family of God? Ever wondered if Calvary was really intended for you? I’ve been there. And without going to too much lengthy explanation, I’m coming through that phase into a place where I am very secure in “whose” I am. Which leads to yet another “Ruthless Trust” quote that practically leapt off the page at me!
In this particular excerpt, Manning begins by quoting another Godly writer –
“Swiss theologian Hans Urs von Balthasar states, ‘ We need only to know who and what we really are to break into spontaneous praise and thanksgiving.” Scarred and screwed-up though we are, an appreciation of our greatness as Abba’s beloved child, vibrantly alive in Christ Jesus, overcomes the sleazy sense of our seedy self and elicits the grateful exclamation, ‘I thank you, Lord, for the wonder of myself’ (Psalm 139:14).”
You know what? I think both Manning and von Balthasar are correct. If I spend even just a few moments focused on how much my Abba loves me, how much he wants to pour himself into me, there really is no other choice but gratitude!! Oh, how precious to me is the fact that he doesn’t see the messes I’ve made. He chooses to see the grand design he has placed in me and delights in those moments when I take even just a step or two in the right direction!
Just thinking about how much he loves me, leads me to one of my favorite verses in Scripture, Zephaniah 3:17 – “The Lord your God is with you; He is mighty to save. He will take great delight in you, he will quiet you with his love, he will rejoice over you with singing.” God is absolutely holy, he is absolutely just and he is absolutely crazy about me! How can I not humbly express my thanks for his favor?!